The opportunity to have a happy life was right there - just inches from my grasp. It tempted me until I finally decided to take it. But once you take something, there is always someone else there to take it back. Happiness is not mine for the taking. It never has been and it never will, but my life is for my taking and I will take it back. I will avenge those taken from me by taking those closet to them. So be prepared. I have out of the ashes and I'm bringing hel with me.